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His head stays low and he starts to pick the skin of his thumb with his forefinger. - Murmura Eddie en su cabello para luego separarse un poco, sin romper el abrazo pero para verlo a los ojos. Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. He's a solid, physical presence under Eddies hand and a second wave of relief rushes through him. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. (Which, as they realized later, should have been the first clue that something was not right with Buck. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. The F18 responded beautifully to his every touch, going faster or slower with barely more effort than a thought. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. You will not regret it. Unfortunately, in a very difficult time. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. 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Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. His mind freezes on the man. Why didnt you just tell me that uhyou dont know how to cook? Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. Eddie why Bucks still laughing and trying to catch his breath but he continues. Please consider turning it on! Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. rio tinto dividend forecast 2022. cycling bright to harrietville. A Tortured Musician Buck story. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. You need to hold on, a voice says to him, were almost there, were so close Buck, were so close. I have Johnson babysitting him, to make sure he actually sleeps.. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Javy "Coyote" Machado. Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. Buck would do anything to protect the people he loves, even reopen old scars that he thought were sealed forever. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. Work Search: While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Uh, one year since. The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. Shit. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? 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Just a cold.. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. Hes grabbing at his chest because he cant catch his breath. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. Buck is back at the 118 after the lawsuit, but the team hasn't forgiven him. We could stop somewhere before we head back to the station or I could. And Eddie? Buck is dejected. Its been two hours since his last drink. strike that motherfucker with lightning and put him in a coma!! He knows, logically, that he is worth something. In front of the man he left behind all that time ago because he simply couldn't stay. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. What are we supposed to". But the way Eddie and Chris just waltzed into his life and acted like they belonged there . Badly injured, he waits for his team. It's about the friendship between Buck and Athena. I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. Then one Saturday became important. Yet there are still things they don't know. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. ), Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. "After lunch, he and Buck went up to the loft to pack up the bedroom while Chriswho was worn out from the morningsat and played something on his Switch. Granted, I uhonly know how to make breakfast foods right now but I could cook us something when we get back to the station. Please consider turning it on! Hed been trying so hard to get himself ready, to prove that he can do this tonights celebration at Bobby and Athenas is supposed to be a triumphant return. He is attacked and abused by three men. When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Yea, that would be stupid. Please consider turning it on! Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Why is he on edge all the time? He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. He wants to go to bed, until the tv turns on and he immediately hears his girlfriends voice. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? After the tsunami, they bond and become mates. Buck finds out about Daniel. He's literally trying to hold onto air. Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. But Buck is too sick to find his way back alone. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. Buck's new colleague is an alpha and he hates him. Buck is about to reach his. He almost lost Bucktwice. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. He was home. Nobody knows where he is for a very long time. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). He turned around, making his way back to the truck when he saw Buck falter in step. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Then he puts his eyes back on the road and hits the gas pedal.________________________. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. They'd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each other's clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. The Eddie voice catches and stops. The two people perk up when they hear this and it stops Buck in his tracks. After the tsunami, Buck's feeling adrift and uncertain. Buck's heart gave a painful lurch as he thought of that precious little boy, one of the only bright spots in his life that was now so dull and devoid of joy. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. So yeahhh, here it is. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (719), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (1760), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (348), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (290), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (216), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (175), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (114), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley (336), its the heart that really matters in the end, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, COUNT MY LITTLE SCARS (i've got dozens down inside), which was the only thing that was available when I started, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV). Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. it was anchoring, settling. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. All of that means nothing to him, really. Please consider turning it on! It shouldnt scare him. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. She didnt know hed been watching her every day. 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Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. He savoured each and every Eddie hug he got. Buck was raised by his grandparents because he was Fae, just like his grandmother Shayla. meaning of boo boo in a relationship Search. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. Tomorrows one year. 'Just keep swimming,' he agreed, pressing a kiss into Chris's hair.". Starts the morning after 'Do You Think I'm Gay?' And today is one of those rare occasions. A small thing happened, and he snapped. When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV) Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. Five times someone sits next to Eddie on their way to a call, and the one-time Buck reclaims his seat. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. At the time . Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. Please give me another chance? Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. All of that means nothing to him, really. - De acuerdo, ganas esta discusin. Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. He could have saved her, if he had just been faster or smarter or braver, she would still be alive right now. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. Buck is kidnapped by a serial killer a couple of days after the lawsuit. Buck had been hopeful that Eddie inviting him to his bosss house to meet his friends and co-workers meant that they were taking a step in the right direction. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. At the time, it felt like a sign, like destiny when they woke up the next morning hungover and to a snow-covered outside. Eddie buys bath products during his self care journey and ends up using them on Buck instead. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. The aftermath is heavy. Years later, running into the ghosts of his past while starting his new job, will he be able to get over the pain? Buck. Bobby supplied. And the grin Chris gave him when he did thatjust, wow. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. It's 11 h 30 pm and he's still up, playing a gameboard with Christopher. Buck could see his own body lay in the balance between the ladder and the surface, unresponsive. They continue looking into each others eyes. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. Why is he on edge all the time? "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. I deleted it after a short time because it had many mistakes.Many have asked if I can post it again. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. There, by chance, he meets Buck. The team ignores Buck after the lawsuit.They don't realize that he is being raped just a few feet away during the shift.Buck breaks with the team and leaves LA. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. Good for him, that Mac will always be there for him. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. "'Just keep swimming,' Chris mouthed along with Dory, and Buck felt such a surge of affection that he couldn't help striding across the room to sit beside the kid, bumping their shoulders together. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere. What happens when Eddie notices something? He still played for Maddie though, enjoying the smile on her face as his fingers plucked the strings. I uh, Buck tries to say. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. OR: Almost exactly ten years after Buck leaves home to avoid more heartbreak, Eddie returns into his life, and it seems that closure was never an option in the first place. Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. Work Search: Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Bobby looked around, as Eddie and Hen swam through the waves to get to their stranded patient, and his eyes landed on Buck. Sometimes, when the anxiety is trying to claim you and never let you go, you have to take the offered hand of help. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. Buck and Eddie meet at a bar a week before Eddie starts at the 118. Perfect. He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. Buck had left the past behind. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. At least if that were true, it would make it a little easier to accept. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. But everyone thinks he is at home. And you're holding me really tight, like you don't want me to leave. Buck relaxes his body a little, damn, maybe he's anxious without realizing it. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. A real family. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Only Eddie and Chris sense that their Buck is somewhere. Heartbroken and sick, Buck wanders around. 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